man, i can't believe i am gonna see Her. in 2 weeks, i'm going to florida. i've never been there. which is a good reason to go, but i get to go see my Mistress. it's not just planning and promises and pointless online ramblings. i really get to see Her, and hopefully, i'll be wearing Her collar soon. i've never wanted to give so much to Someone. She makes me want to be Her slave. i'm so nervous and anxious. i can't wait. this next 2 weeks is going to kill me.