today i have the worst migraine i've had in a long time. light hurts, noise hurts, everything makes it hurt. i tried staying curled up in the darkness of my room, but no peace thru-out the house. so here i am sitting here writing about this stupid shit, only because i haven't got anything else to do. nor do i really even want to do anything else. just so very irritable lately. i probably need to be tied down and have it beat out of me, but that's not possible, so i'll just keep daydreaming about it, making it that much worse. blah blah blah, it's a never ending cycle, if it's not one thing it's another.