She's out there.....i can feel Her. i just can't reach Her.

Monday, January 23, 2006

why tell someone you're going to do something time and time again, and never do it?
who's the bigger ass, the one saying it, or the one falling for it?
i give up
i'm spent
sometimes i can't help but wonder what if though. what if i try too hard, what if i don't try hard enough.
i can't sleep any more, i'm restless and uneasy. i still can't eat much.
a person can only sit back and wait for something for so long before something gives, or they change the waiting and do something about it. it just seems that with everything, no matter what i try is pointless. nothing works.
over and over
around and around
the same damn circle.
i want off this ride...gimme back my fucking quarter.
i shouldn't still be paying for things i did as a teenager, but i am.
i don't know what to do anymore.
i know what i want to do, but can't...no won't.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Your time will come. Maybe not now. Maybe not here. But, it will come. I've never lost faith in you. Don't give up so easily. You have always been a fighter. Now you need to fight for yourself.

Love you always,
your Angel

9:53 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

giving up sometimes is the only way to get on!

loosing one dream does not mean that you stop dreaming.

failing does not mean you are a failure....



Keep your chin up doll!

8:21 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Falling is easy! Its getting back up that becomes the problem. You have no choice but to go on nae. It's just a part of life. We all do it. If noone had a past.. noone would exist. I love you. You know you're going to be just fine. I know you are. Things cannot be rushed. You have to work to get what you want. Sometimes it takes years. But it will happen. Im about sick of this bullshit munky!

4:07 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

little fucker calling big fucker.
Call me.

11:50 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Concentrate on things you can control; don’t fret over the things you cannot. Learn from the past; don’t put it on a pedestal. Don’t live in regret. Don’t shirk your responsibilities, but don’t over extend yourself either. Revere the future and proceed with small steps. Don’t forget to breathe slowly. Work like you don't need money. Love like you've never been hurt. And dance like no one's watching.
Stay cool boi.
- Saman

2:27 PM

 

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