fuck this week has been soooooooooooooo long and it's only wed. i'm just stressin. and the time change is fuckin with me. i want these next two days to go by like the last two weeks have, and it's not gonna happen. they are gonna feel like a whole nother two weeks, just like the last few days have. this blows. i just want to get to Her. two days seems so far right now. and then i think i'm gettin a little edgy with current life situations, with Hers and mine. i know that's not helping much.
i've also come to the conclusion that more than an hour away from Her kills my pitiful ass. She asked me last night what i thought it'd be like if we had to spend a whole day without talking, all i could get out was a whimper. i don't even like thinking about that. i've never been so love sick in my life. we have spent at least half of every day talking to each other non stop. and that's the very least. it's just shocking that both of us hate being on the phone, and that's all we do. and neither one of us are tired of each other yet.
i can't wait to see how this all translates to our life together. i can't see any reason it'd be any less than what it is now. it's just gonna intensify a whole fuckin lot.
i wish i could stop repeatin 2 days over and over long enough for my stomach to settle down.