i really am a spoiled ass brat. which is why i didn't say anything last night, when She had to go to bed early. yesterday was a long day, hell it's been a long weekend. She had things to do early this morning, so She needed Her rest. i was pretty upset though. i just looked so forward to finally getting to spend some real Mommy time with Her. i even changed around some plans to stay home so i can speak with Her. it's not like we didn't talk, but i guess i'm spoiled to talking to Her until around 2 am. i've been being a baby over everything since i left. it's not the same being on the phone again. and i'm happy i got to see Her, and i wouldn't have changed that for anything. i just wish i didn't have to leave. and now the time isn't passing fast enough for me to see Her again.
Her lil girl made me swallow a bit hard yesterday too. she asked me when i'm gonna go see her again. i guess neither of them have stopped asking since i left, but it's different hearing Mommy tell me what they say, as opposed to hearing it directly from her. i miss the kids a lot too. they are wonderful little monsters.
i can't wait til we get all of this sorted out, and i'm back where i belong, with Her.